Anxiety rising, panic attack imminent. Spent too much time practicing for an unpredictable future. Everything is due; the work, the bills, the assignments. Calendar is too full, it's there to have the information visible, but still trying to memorize all 30 days. Got a client to meet, a lesson right after. A paper to edit,… Continue reading Notes That Silence The Loud Mind; Music Monday
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Self Employed: Is It The Right Choice
At the beginning of the year 2021, I had a really difficult time with my work situation. So many things were happening at Walmart. It was nearing the anniversary of the shooting that occurred in the store in 2020. There were major changes in the department management that most associates didn't like, prompting many good… Continue reading Self Employed: Is It The Right Choice
Losing My Religion
Lately, I haven't felt very Christian. Part of me feels wrong for trying to tell myself I still am. I left the confines of conservative Christianity only a few years ago. In that time, all I had to do was believe what I was told, and that was that. Now in my time of seeing… Continue reading Losing My Religion