Mental Health, Music Monday, Working Life

Notes That Silence The Loud Mind; Music Monday

Anxiety rising, panic attack imminent. Spent too much time practicing for an unpredictable future. Everything is due; the work, the bills, the assignments. Calendar is too full, it's there to have the information visible, but still trying to memorize all 30 days. Got a client to meet, a lesson right after. A paper to edit,… Continue reading Notes That Silence The Loud Mind; Music Monday

Mental Health, Music Monday

Living Life By Music

(A warning: This post contains some talk about depression and suicidal thoughts) I was hit by a bit of inspiration and have decided to start a new thing. I'm thinking: Music Monday. I know, how original. Every Monday I do a song lyric analysis or deep music study of whatever song I'm feeling for the… Continue reading Living Life By Music

Mental Health, Working Life

Self Employed: Is It The Right Choice

At the beginning of the year 2021, I had a really difficult time with my work situation. So many things were happening at Walmart. It was nearing the anniversary of the shooting that occurred in the store in 2020. There were major changes in the department management that most associates didn't like, prompting many good… Continue reading Self Employed: Is It The Right Choice

Christianity, LGBTQIA+, Mental Health, Minority Issues, Religion

The Dangers of Conservative Religion

I've briefly mentioned my issues of a particular Chi Alpha Campus Ministry. I've begun to experience some problems with leaving this group. Thankfully I've had luck with breaking away; the texts begging me to come back have subsided. However, I'm experiencing the unseen consequences of this. I have nightmares about a lot of things; fights… Continue reading The Dangers of Conservative Religion